Looking into the future

After almost a month of waiting (27 days to be exact). I received an invitation (again) for an interview from a well-known financial institution. But my intuition is so strong, it actually came true. My intuition says that He might cancel on me again. And true enough, I got an SMS message saying "...can we cancel interview later ...sorry for this.. Will get in touch with you again". I was disappointed for this is the second time that he cancelled my interview. Though I know that I don’t have the right to complain because I’m the one who needs him ...(to free me from my current employer), but its just so depressing that your looking forward to something and when its already with in hours reach, it just goes the other way. If this is a test of patience, oh I’m surely passed with flying colors. I just hope and pray that in the end of it all, everyone is happy.

I texted my fiancé and ask him to meet me after work because I’m depressed. And to release my depression, I roam around the mall (our office is inside a shopping mall. how convenient for a Shopaholic like me!). And I was excited when I saw this shirt on a mannequin at SPACE boutique. Is says: "I Can’t Work All Day, I Have A Lot of Shopping to Do". Haha! Its sooo for me! So I fitted the shirt in all its colors (except for white, they don’t allow fitting of white colored shits), fuchsia, black and orange. I bought the one in orange because it goes well with my khaki colored string pants. For a moment I felt okie.

After office, I went to Glorietta to meet Adrian. We ate at Subway because he’s collecting these stickers so he can get a free sandwich and gift. He already completed the gift card so he’s entitle to get the final gift, a book written by Subway’s Co-Founder Fred DeLuca entitled: START SMALL FINISH BIG, Fifteen Key Lessons to Start-and Run-Your Own Successful Business. Here is a review on the book from a reader:

"Since my business ran into problems, I found this book to be the inspirational "pick me up" that I needed. After reading it, I found the courage to restructure my business, continue and increase sales. The book reminds one how to simplify things and how to keep your eye on the ball. This book is a must read for all aspiring entrepreneurs!"

review written by: An inspired reader, March 16, 2002 for Amazon.com

Last year, Maya’s mom did a palm reading on me and Adrian. She said that I’m more inclined to get into my own business in the future. This might be the start of it. I’m so excited to read this book, can’t wait to finish up Shopaholic and Sister.