turn back time

I miss the old me. Carefree and doesn't worry about next month's target because the sale are just constantly coming in and overflowing. I miss hoarding my sales order forms because I'm over quota for the month already.

I miss the Shopaholics. The after lunch window-shopping, which sometimes leads to credit card swiping.

I even miss Baet even though we still see each other everyday here at work. I haven't spent as much time with her as before when Kim and Maya are still here. Whenever I see her I'd say.. "Hi Baet, musta ka na? Miss na kita" seems like every time I see her, it's been ages since I've last spoken to her. We are both busy with our own responsibilities that I no longer know what's happening with her love life, what new gossips she have, I haven't even hear her crack a joke lately, nor hear her sing some commercial jingles. I sometimes don't get to have lunch with her anymore because I'm out of the office.

I wish I can turn back the time as it used to be, when all the petals in this big happy flower are intact. Right Maya?

Wala lang, daming pagbabago… nakakapanibago. I don’t like it.